Monday, November 30, 2009

S-O-R-R-Y


Lately, I've been going through some tough choices. I admitted it's all my fault being so careless and heartless. I've set myself into the damn freaking shitty situation, I know I'm pretty selfish, i want to hold both benefit in once. I'm not going to blame anyone on this issue, it's my own choice and my attitude problem. I should aware about the problem or maybe bring it up earlier instead of letting it keep heating up end up with a boom -ENDING-
Guess as my "expectation"I don't think things will get real smooth at this point, both of us Need Extra time to overcome everything. I won't force you to make any decision yet I'm wishing things doesn't get to a no Turning back situation.

Again ...Sorry is the only word i could say.........

Monday, November 23, 2009

11.23.2009...o(>_<)o..


有种感觉是无奈
表面冷静
其实内心彷徨
当发现自己不能主宰
才明白内心是无助
失去很久的感觉再次袭击
不是多心,不是不信任
只是那好奇心作祟
洞悉人心的本性重新显现

这一夜,失眠了
犹豫了自己的决定
泄气的我重复说不许哭
可是那不争气的眼泪一直流
已不想这样来回拉扯
心里的恐惧无人能知悉
本来就爱逃避,这次我可以往哪里去
告诉我平衡点在哪里...............

我是不是应该满足
回忆只不过如此
为了什么我要在乎
不是说好不能哭吗
如果自己承受不住
又何苦继续贪图
潇洒的无止尽的付出
不如这样就结束...

Thursday, November 19, 2009

闹情绪吖...o(︶︿︶)o


我不想多说话
只想趁自己能舍弃时选择离开

也许是自己背负太多
或者是那可恨的阴影在作祟
但我还是我一贯的选了放弃

握不牢的感觉不再实在
再多的承诺只会是一次次的空等待
那我何必等!
不如踏实点离开吧!


*PMS-ing* Mode- 心情糟透了 ~~o(>_<)o ~~