知足常乐

...这样真的会快乐吗？...可是现在怎么都是处于反效应？....只因我的不果断，问题才会堆积如山？..当想要处理时，却又是那么的懦弱，我要怎样才能克服心底的障碍？...我不要，不要再纠结，不要为了不甘心而却步；好想像逃兵一样，逃得远远，只要看不到心里的感觉该会好一点！.....无言！心啊除了沉重还是沉重，除了忐忑还是一样忐忑。... 坏情绪吖！可不可以暂时离家一下？我再也承受不了，也无法支撑了。我害怕累计的沉淀情绪会因为撑不住而爆发，也怕内心的阴影不断瞎搅和；神经线开始混乱，一堆蓄势待发的坏神经就一直围绕，我只害怕一不小心的碰撞或摩擦会导致不可收拾的爆发！...告诉我怎样才能克服心理障碍，怎样才能逃离框框；解决心底那郁闷又恼人的大问号？..吼！我要休假几天，好让坏情绪一扫而空，期待明天会更好吧！- 发我的春秋大梦- 白痴啦...

若你碰到他....

作詞：蔡健雅作曲：蔡健雅
我的脆弱堅強互相作戰
理性與感性失去平衡感
不想讓自己活在過去的遺憾
問宇宙他是否還愛我嗎
這問題早就有答案
＊若你碰到了替我問候他 告訴他我過得很美滿
已忘記他已把淚水全部擦乾
若你碰到了替我問候他 祝福他和他的另一半
不在乎他不再愛也不再等待 就這樣吧若你碰到他＊
愛沒有絕對雖曾經以為
我終於體會愛不能倒退
該讓它頹廢收起心碎
Repeat＊ 就這樣吧若你碰到他


后记：无法把回忆全都抛开，可是我明白，可以选择放开。若你真的碰到“他”就替我问好吧！你给我最好的该是，那些让我坚强的勇气；以及继续撑下去的莫名毅力！谢啦...o(≧v≦)o~~

Speechless Moment

Oh Yeah, it’s real touching! I guess I’m just not use to this happy moment that I’m go through now. The happiness moment been covered by lot's of worries. I'm just too Confusing with “What’s” the right choice for myself?

I’ll need to admit I feel uneasy when it comes to decision issue; I’m over worried with the unexpected issue. I know I should focus on the happiness enjoy the moment don’t think about those yucky stuff on today. Give myself a certain time frame then only think about the answer. But I’ve no idea why I feel extremely uneasy. So again, blame to my previous failure I’m coward to move; I run away while I’m force to face the reality. Sigh… I feel disappointed to my bad attitude!

Please tell me What to do? Should or shouldn’t? Obviously, I think I should get my ass back to bed, stop focusing on the negative part; try to relax and enjoy the moment I’m having…..

Ignore..Ignore..Ignore..Cheer…. ↖(^ω^)↗

心底の矛盾

生活总有许多大小事情需要抉择
而往往在抉择中隐藏了许多无奈
不管什么选择什么最终都会影响未来

有些人，需要无限的勇气
而又有些人，却只需区区几秒就了结一切
我却是那么胆怯，既没勇气也没毅力

明明该开心，明明该觉得幸福
感动那刻也把心中那份忐忑再次起了涟漪
莫名的噩梦反复反复的不断纠缠着
惊醒时，却连一丝画面也没法回想

或许，沉淀在心底的话语早在饱和点
只是自己盲目的催眠，希望看不见就等于不存在
我害怕华丽的话语，更害怕握不牢的承诺
结果自己决定逃离再逃离.........

-后记 ：
看了你那篇回忆，说的贴切，如果没有回忆又怎能衬托开心的记忆。可是人的本性好像都比较selective，对伤心的事迹比较介怀，而忘了去回味曾经的美丽。我就是那extreme 的例子，劝说别人时可以很得意，当面对自己是竟是满满的落寞与落魄！愧疚啊.....

男人不坏女人不爱

吼! 这是每个女人的心声吗？有时就会觉得女人都犯贱，老爱自寻烦恼，身边有个体贴到不行男人，我们却视而不见；非要自虐一番找个花心大萝卜，割得自己遍体鳞伤，然后哭哭啼啼说着我命真苦啊。
那简直是自掘坟墓嘛！怪什么怪，根本是自个有眼无珠,被那眼前风度翩翩，装得可爱到不行的怪兽给蒙骗了，受了被抛弃的结局又须要唠叨什么呢...

可是我就是不明白为什么我们就是非得让自己痛哭加痛苦不堪才会觉得那是场经历风雨的爱情结局，那难道不委屈或不觉得很受伤吗！悲哀，女人就好像都活在梦幻里，被那绮丽的谎言给蒙蔽了，而也怪不得人，原本该有的理智就这样笨得要死的跟随那谎言一起被埋没在梦境里。呼··非常赞同！想想曾今何时的自己也犯了同样的错，被谎言蒙蔽了，哭的稀里哗啦忘了尊严在哪...感触良多╮(╯▽╰)╭

Isn't RIGHT ?

Finally I'm Done with "He's Not That Into YOU" ..Pheeew, I've took almost 6 months equal to 1/2 yr to finish this realistic plus lot's of illustrative example that impressed me ! The author was Evil genius come out with those ruthless romance and the meanie wordy that hit my ass till the endless way --- NICE ! "guess I Love to mentally abuse my thought that's why i love this book :)

Concept 1.
Exaltation -know as- He's out of your life and out of ur Damn phone.
While reading this book the 1st thing that I've learned was Realization. Believe that we could be a better person, instead of sticky out ass with the asshole or idiot Why not just change our own life to live better and treat ourselves better :) ... You're so RIGHT damn it ! - I spent Yrs to go through those depression days looking back or thinking about it I feel sorry to myself -it's SO WASTED ! Everyone know getting out from a dead end relationship was hard and Crush will not happen easily but positive way we could find a better choice coz We DESERVE a better one...I know saying this right now was pretty lame, to tell you the truth that's the lil thingy that we need to go thru while we found out Someone wasn't that into US :) "Mr. Dumb - U'll love this theory uh .....LOL!"

Concept 2.
Loneliness- know as -Great What Am I doing or what I SHOULD do ?
Well, who doesn't love to be love! Who want to go movie by alone or Who wanted to be asked Why you're not dating or getting married blah blah blah. Oh shit it's pretty annoying! But what to do ! Keep staying touch with the damn guy that can't pulled off from his "A..B..C " past relationship or keep giving yourself a phonebook thick excuse to accept he's damn bullshit EXCUSE again and again....You're wasting your time and make the situation Complicated - Yeah totally agree to this point. Everyone moved on...get rid of the asshole that doesn't appreciated Us. Instead of keep convincing why not just get ur ass MOVED. Find What's Our goal, What's the thing we lost while we're stuck in d deep shit mud! ......Life w/o expectation always good at least less disappointment to happen. So why not just let it flow ...We can get a better choice -- Wormie this for uuuuu :)


Hmmm after two concept I'm getting LAZY d so to be continue ...

Liceeee

Blahhh.....Bullshit !!!

承诺是什么？而感性又是什么？啊！脑袋满满的问号，就连最好要的是什么都模糊。默默流下的眼泪，惆怅的夜全被寂寞包围。连自己都不懂要什么，种种的借口加上复杂的思绪，心里的天枰绝对已经倾斜，甚至自己都不知道该往哪个方向走。
到底是自己不明白，还是不想接受；所有混乱的感觉，是否该拒绝，还是如往常的往前飞。怎么，这次会有那种不安的感觉，也许知道这不是自己想要的一切。当反复阅读想要或结束，心反而变得更加沉重，甚至贪图那伤口一次次被洒上盐巴。
脑袋常在想些东南西北，内心的自己却盲目在逃避；我不懂什么是公平，只相信狠下心时，那种种的借口可以厚得无法想象。每天假装忙碌；不，应该是茫然的忙碌，就是想把脑袋补得满满让它少了胡思乱想的空间。
时间一分一秒，滴答过；问题并没消失过，只是短暂的被压抑下去，辗转几圈后又回到了原点。虽然厌倦，仍然要硬着心，努力的说服自己接受那不可理喻的笨借口。
累了！听得太多也倦了！希望快乐の小天使可以守护我，好让我黯然渡过这烦人的日子 \(^o^)/ ；诚信祈求，郁郁寡欢的日子快点离开！别掀开那回忆的盖，而心里的恶魔你快离开！人生往往徘徊在矛盾里，太的选择要抉择，而可悲是它们都没有平衡可言.社会就是这么现实，鱼与熊掌本来就不能兼得，而我也得接受这道理..........